you just need to be sincere in your work. passionately sincere. people will be able to sniff out if you're not. sincerity requires hard work, honesty, and a fearless searching which will begin to come naturally as you hone in on the feeling itself
You know when you’re on self destruction day 8 and it gets so fucking boring it’s almost unreal how boring it becomes honestly…. It used to feel so naughty and clandestine and now it’s like….. 👍🏽 Cool tomorrow let’s go on a nice two hour walk get our mind right deep clean house grocery shop listen to sweet affirmations read exfoliate play instrumentals in the kitchen while we cook. And it’s not like a desperate plan it’s just like it’s actually more exciting to live the Other Way. Even if it doesn’t answer every existential qualm I have at once it makes it all nicer. I want to swim and suntan. I want to restock my mango kefir
[ID: an oil painting of a shower stall in the morning light. White tiles are painted in cool blue light. A shelf hangs from the shower head, stocked with a bottle of shampoo and a bar of soap. A sunbeam strikes the orange shampoo bottle and casts warm light across a small area of tiles. End ID]
oh we can't turn back time? that's cool, I'll spend the rest of my life wishing I could though











